Masha, Odesa

Spring is coming in Odessa, it’s getting warmer.

Last Tuesday I went to the center for the first time to see a friend. We sat down in cafes that were partially open, and drank coffee. It was weird.
Then we walked around the city, all Deribasovskaya in anti-tank hedgehogs, sandbags somewhere.

And I have a new fear – the fear of what will happen after the war. I am not so afraid of rockets as another unknown.

And I am also struck by the carelessness of people who, during an air raid, just walk with strollers and do not hurry anywhere. There is a curfew in Odessa from 20:00.

And I am glad that cafes and salons are gradually opening in Odessa, where you can get a haircut and put myself in order somehow. Thanks to this, they buy everything they need for ZSU and terooborona.

On the 21st day of the war, I developed a habit of it. I hope that after I get rid of it faster.

I don’t plan anything for more than a day. And every day I try to keep my mind sober and critical. And I’m also worried about the sowing campaign. It is unclear what we have with farmers now.

I realized that this world will be saved and built only by women. Men missed their chance and lost forever.